Arthur Gasparrini, my old partner from over twenty years ago, passed away this week at the age of 80. I’d lost touch with many years ago, only occasionally hearing updates. About ten years ago, I’d heard he’d had a stroke and was living in Florida. The obituary said he was living in Indiana. He was…
Category: My LIfe
Joe Magarac, Man of Steel
When I was a new paramedic, I wanted to be the greatest paramedic ever. I took pride in never missing work. When I was at work, if I got a late call, I didn’t care. I welcomed it in fact. Cardiac arrest five minutes before my out time, send me! I took as many overtime…
Old Man Rising
I turned 64 recently. Happy Birthday to me. A couple weeks ago, on two occasions, people offered to help me carry my gear. I work in the fly car so I am often on scene first, and then I turn the call over to the responding crew if they are ALS or if they are…
EMS Life: Pro and Con
Many people retired from EMS lament their past as some of the best times of their lives and state how much they miss working the road. Why did they stop? Injury, Age, Working Conditions, Lack of Upward Mobility, Time Away From Family and Money or combination of the six are the likeliest explanations. Otherwise, why…
Soul Jumper
I want to make it to 72. I want to be a 72-year old paramedic. I would like to live much longer of course. 84 sounds good. Or older would be even better as long (as I am reasonably healthy), but I want to be working as a paramedic at 72, even if I am…
Reflections
Thirty three years I’ve been in EMS now and if there is one line of advice I have for people starting out in the field, or just for life in general for that matter it is: Don’t Be an Asshole EMS is stressful and we are constantly in situations that may put us in conflict…
Hoop Dreams
I am sixty-three years old, six foot eight. I used to be six nine and a half, but life has beaten me down. Over thirty years in EMS has flattened my spine to the point that some days I can barely feel my legs. I have no business being back on a basketball court, but…
Origin Story
For many of us in EMS, our origin story began with watching the TV show Emergency. The decent paramedics Johnny and Roy, the wise Drs. Brackett and Early, and the beautiful unflappable nurse, Dixie McCall. Together they stood for all that was good in the world. They were role models for us in showing us…
Thanksgiving
I wrote this post on Thanksgiving 2005. *** It’s Thanksgiving morning. I awake at 5:10, shower and dress, then open up the garage door to see a couple inches of snow on the ground. It’s beautiful, but I hate winter, hate the cold weather, hate driving in snow. When I get to the base, I can see…
Tap Tap Tap
Years ago, I did all of my writing at a desk in a lonely room. I would write on yellow legal pads and then when I had something, I would type it out on my portable smith corona. When my daughter was little, I showed her my old typewriter and she was fascinated with it….
Part-Time
For over twenty-five years I was a full time street medic. I have been part-time now for only a few months. I have tried to work at least 20 hours a week, but there have been a couple of weeks when I have only worked once, and one week where I did not work at…
Kevin Andrews
With all that is going on these days, I thought of Kevin Andrews, one of my first partners in EMS. I first posted this in January of 2011. *** In EMS, we cannot help but be shaped by our earliest partners. They are the ones who show us the way. I was lucky in that…
Balance
December 8, 2018: This weekend, I am in Worcester, Massachusetts at the New England Short Course Meters Masters Swimming Championships as a member of the Connecticut (CONN) team. Last year, we shocked many of the other teams by taking first place. Points are awarded based on place finish in individual and relay events. Each swimmer…
The Finger
I have been injured seriously enough to miss work twice in the last two decades. Â Neither time was I injured on the job. Â The first injury was playing softball on our ambulance team (back when we had one). IÂ went from first to third on a single, and as the third base coach signaled me to…
Storm Watch
A month ago, I swapped out of my Sunday shift for Saturday. Of course I had no idea then that a hurricane would be forecast to strike our state on Sunday. (My reason for swapping was so I could enter a mile open water swim in Boston Harbor called “Sharkfest.”) I will admit like most…
Old Paramedics
I have been getting in and out of ambulances for over 20 years now. That means just what it does. Twenty years ago my knees and back and all my bones and joints were twenty years younger than they are today. I’m in good shape, but still, I find now when I get out of…
My Hollywood Adventure
In 2006, I was asked to be a advisor/possible writer on the TNT show SAVED when the show was green-lighted for 13 episodes. Unfortunately, the money they offered me was less than I was making in 40 hours much less the 80 hours I was working. Had I been younger and less attached, I likely…
Kevin Andrews
In EMS, we cannot help but be shaped by our earliest partners. They are the ones who show us the way. I was lucky in that regard. Kevin Andrews was one of my first partners. This was back in 1989. I was a spanking new EMT — so fresh I didn’t even have my certification…
Respect
We went to a doctor’s office for an unknown. The secretary led us to an exam room where a man in his sixties sat in a wheelchair, his chin on his chest, eyes closed, looking very tired. He had a huge distended abdomen and a hint of a yellow tinge to his skin. His wife…
Ambassador of Love
In emergency medicine, field and hospital come together when the EMT/paramedic hands over patient care to the nurse. This transfer is almost always professional and courteous. The good feelings demonstrated on the job between paramedic and nurse are not limited to working hours. After we punch out for the shift, we often meet in restaurants,…